just a guess, but I suspect today is not a good day at work, which would be normal in most cases but today seems extra worse for you. ***hugs***

we spend 2 weeks hammering out a solution. I write the scripts on my end, test them out, and stick them in cron. It runs forevermore.

The next day, that project is no longer relevant. I do not have the time or capacity to remember every motherfucking scripting project. Write it, deploy it, and move on to the next thing.

If I sit here and perform a daily review of every fucking file transfer I am responsible for creating a process for, I will not finish by the end of the day.